Friday, August 28, 2009

maybe i'll settle for melbourne cause i realise i have a cousin studying there! not that i'll go crash at her place; but at least she can recommend good deals and stuff. from what i remember, the last time i went melbourne, it was super metropolitan. but that's okay i guess. i love cities. but i think it's going to be super hot and stuffy? not too sure but when i went in early november the previous time, i remember there were days that were really baking hot and the temperature shot to almost 40 degrees C.

according to the official melbourne travel website;


DECEMBER
The weather is less changeable in December than it is in November, although it still can be quite varied. Cool and cloudy conditions can prevail for some days at a time during which the temperature remains below 20ºC. There are also some hot days, temperatures exceeding 30ºC on about six occasions, but hot weather does not often last for more than two days at a time. There have, however, been occasions when it persisted for much longer. Hot days are sometimes accompanied by an unpleasant north wind, which can be quite strong. On about two days high temperatures are associated with high humidity and there may be thunderstorms in the late afternoon on these occasions. Hot weather often comes to an end with an abrupt cool change when the temperature may fall by about 10ºC in twenty minutes. Some of these changes are accompanied by showers and thunderstorms then followed by strong and cold southwesterly winds. Nights are usually mild yet during hot weather the temperature overnight may not fall below 20ºC. Heavy rain falls on occasions.

oh god, that means you have to pack like all sorts of clothings to prepare for the sudden drop and rise in temperatures>< okay, a short trip would do.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

was checking the NUS school calander and i realise we have a month or so hols from dec onwards after our sem 1 exams. it seems only right and justifiable to take a trip after schooling for a sem. so i decided to start searching for potential destinations.

1) Perth, Australia. i've only been there once when i was a kid around 5 or 6 only so there's absolutely no impression left over from that place. but the photographs look really great so i thought it might be a good idea to pop there again for a relaxing short trip with beaches, farmstays and parks.

2) Adelaide, Australia. i haven't been to this part of Aussie before, but from what i heard while working at worldvision, it's also a very enjoyable place((: i guess most places in Aussie are very relaxing and have great sceneries. so i guss its just a matter of which one is slighly more interesting. and cheaper of course!

3) Hang Zhou/ Suzhou, China. okay, i know its kind of weird to suddenly want to go there. but i was browsing some photos online about these places and they seem to look really pretty! but it might not be the best time to visit at the end of the year cause their sceneries are not in their best forms.

4) Sanya, China. another touristy beach place. never thought of going there previously, but there was this regular customer from worldvision that strongly recommended this place so i might consider it as well.

5) Bali, Indonesia. this is like the most budget i think. but it still can be intersting i guess. just that hope its not going to be like desaru, lang kawi, batam. cause i've been to these places and im not exactly thrilled...


okay, i now desperately need another tuition job. cause i plan to go to taiwan and japan during the summer break in 2010.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

双面人的可怕
但有曾想过,他们的可悲?



Tuesday, August 18, 2009

okay, i sort of need a dress. but i dont think its such a good idea for me to go to F21 and browse what dresses they have now. cause now i end up wanting EVERY SINGLE DRESS. okay, not to that extent but i saw at least 10 dresses that i really LOVE.



sigh, i should just wear my old dresses><







my favourite dress for this collection!!! the gauzy material, poofy-ness, straps and sweetheart neckline<3<3<3<3>


also very preetttyy and sort of like the first piece, but there's lesser gauze.



i LOVE the ruffles and the halter! but i gues i have to loose another !@#$%^&kg before i can fit into it><




i thought this was super cute too, with the puff. but it'll definitely not work on me cause of the strapless sweethear neckline)):




this looks like something i already have, but i can't resist the lace!




it's the lace again! oh and the halter part too..



this is like soooooo sweet! i have to get one of these dresses these days!




i thought the cutting kind of makes you less pear-ish? rather suitable for me i guess. and the studds!!!!




ruffles and chiffon!!! xoxo




what a cute PINK party dress! i love the way the hem poofs out((:






love the navy guaze that's poking out from beneath. and the square neckline too!!




this is just a standard all-function dress. i guess i should get one of these too!




i LOVE the rose prints!! oh and the pink too.lol




the lace, the lace! need we say anymore?





Sunday, August 16, 2009

如果 青春只剩一张绝版海报
把你贴在额角
收藏 你的背影变成无价之宝
由我到处炫耀
走路都在飘 吃不饱 睡不好
脑袋都坏掉 心狂跳 太糟糕
有没有听到 千里外我对你呼叫

怎么办我越来越爱
快给我大声公告白
爱就爱马上要精彩 不要彩排
为你哭 为你笑 为你down 为你high
不抵抗 不耍赖 不悔改
管他的青红或皂白
只要对你崇拜
留你 成为世界最后一个偶像
灵魂找到食粮
不管你有没有空档分我目光
沦为快乐调调
走路都在飘 吃不饱 睡不好
脑袋都坏掉 心狂跳 太糟糕
有没有听到千里外渺小的呼叫
怎么办我越来越爱
默契是最夸张的舞台
第一个冲到第一排 比谁都快
为你哭 为你笑 为你down 为你high
不抵抗 不耍赖 不悔改
管他的青红或皂白
只要对你崇拜

Oh My God 我越来越爱
享受这宿命的安排
眼看你致命的风采 排山倒海
为你哭 为你笑 为你down 为你high
不抵抗 不耍赖 不悔改
越刹车越停不下来 反而越来越爱
Oh My God 我越来越爱
不必爱天都塌下来
爱若是你给的天灾 我要被害
为你恨 为你爱 为你坏 为你乖
不应该 更应该 才活该
越忍耐越停不下来
只能越来越爱
越来越爱 我大声告白 oh 看我使坏
只能越来越爱
只能越来越爱
如果 青春只剩一张绝版海报
把你贴在额角

Saturday, August 15, 2009

本以为每天都睡足10小时的我不会那么容易挂掉。但今天回到家,洗完澡后,我从早上九点一直睡到傍晚六点,中间从来没醒过。从前的我到底到哪里了?是不是渐渐随着岁月的流逝,偷偷地消失了?不断地揣摩,但人生就是这个样子。布瓜的世界,也许比较有趣。







我想过一件事
不是坏的事
一直对自己坚持
爱情的意思
像风没有理由轻轻吹着走
谁爱谁没有所谓的对与错
不管时间
说着我们在一起有多坎坷
我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的CD
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事

我不敢去证实
爱你两个字
不是对自己矜持
也不是讽刺
别人都在说我其实很无知
这样的感情被认定很放肆
我很不服
我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的CD
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
如果你能给我如果的事
如果你已经不能控制
每天想我一次
如果你因为我而诚实
如果你看我的电影
听我爱的CD
如果你能带我一起旅行
如果你决定跟随感觉
为爱勇敢一次
如果你说我们有彼此
如果你会开始相信
这般恋爱心情
我只要你一件如果的事
我会奋不顾身的去爱你

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

it's really no joke going for classes NOT KNOWING A SINGLE PERSON AT ALL. well, it's actually all my own fault for not going for any camps and not actively finding out who else would be taking the same modules. i mean, knowing how 路痴 i am, i was EXTREMELY DISTURBED when i stepped off the bus at 07.55AM when my lecture starts at 8.00AM. it took me almost 7mins to find the correct lecture theatre (all the while trying to convince myself that i did alight at the correct bus stop -- WHICH I DID so stop sniggering S:).

but apparently punctuality is not much of a virtue here, because no one (the lecturer included) gives a damn about those that came in late. and there are people that come STROLLING IN A GOOD 25MINS LATE BY THE FRONT DOOR. omgdness, i think i would've died of embarrassment or skipped the lecture altogether or something.

and after the terrifying 2 hour lecture (the lecturer's really nice and the content is very interesting too -- i just dont think i can cope as well as other modules cause it IS a level 2000 module plus its something im totally unfamiliar with), i was completely on my own again. i tried to look for the library, and eventually found it (after heading in the completely wrong direction and ending up at some other faculty's grounds) but realised that you need the matri card to get in. i didnt lose it, i just forgot to bring it. so no aircon, i had to settle for the benches by the lockers.

and then it was time for the second lecture of the day. GE1101, proved to be more popular than i had expected. i thought only like 80 plus people would turn up. but surprisingly, we filled the entire LT11. and apparently there ARE people there that i know. just that i didnt know they would take this module.

and now im home again, realizing how much readings i have even thought classes has barely started. okay, GAMBATE KUDASAI!!! i just need to try my best for the JDP. but from what i heard from the tea session last fri, only 3 geog majors were sent the last time round and one of them has a perfect CAP score of 5.0. im so sure, that is totally possible for ME. i am so dead.


明天我就开始上汉学课了。除了基本的导论笔记,我从网上也找到了十份阅读资料。过目一看,我差点昏了过去。程度怎么那么高??!!!!!

Friday, August 07, 2009

就快开学了。

本来有些抗拒的,但想想后却觉得这也未尝不是件好事?八个月的大假,已经让我玩到腻了。妈妈还说我其实已经算幸运了--在这次大假中做了好多好多事。

1)A水准一考完,小姑就带我去上卷。上完卷度的头发果然很难维持,每天洗澡后,都必须花上20-30分钟,耐心处理我宝贵又昂贵的卷发><
2)毕业舞宴当然要参加,但确实是个非常之昂贵的经验。裙子、饰品、包包、高跟鞋。还有入门卷。加起来都够我出个短程了!
3)春节每年都要过,而且都还差不多。但是,我们仍坚持要过。也许,是为了家庭团聚,还有更重要的,收红包!!
4)台湾之旅;这是我们从2008年十一月就开始计划的,也可以说是考完A水准后,我最最最期待的。除了买东西、吃东西,我们也观光了不少、杀了不少价、拍了不少照、看了不少帅哥美女。总而言之,与松憑的台湾之旅只能用一字形容;赞!!
5)因为在台湾花了不少,所以就必须归来乖乖赚钱。不得已就在丽棠工作的地方找份工。通电售货员。真是闷到极点。不过薪水还算不错,所以就勉强签了约。
6)在华中每年都会举行的售票戏剧之夜,我今年也没例外,回去看了看。真的会有些失望,尤其当我想起我们去年的光彩。唉...
7)成绩终于揭晓了,A水准不再是噩梦,而不过是我人生必经之路罢了。成绩不算优越,但要求不高的我,还算满意。
8)开始呈交入学表,我的天啊,也会不会太多了!也因此这样,我把这当成请辞的假借口。我又成为无业游民了...
9)和表妹一起报名上国标课
10)开始在网上追看连续剧
11)托老爸替我的介绍,我又开始工作了。这次是在一家旅行社,那里的人都很友善,很愿意教导我。从他们身上也学了很多和旅游业有关的知识,下次出国应该会回到那里求询有什么好康((:
12)每年都举行、售票爆满、引人瞩目的舞蹈之夜又回来了。今年我们是以校友的身份来参加。这次的演出学弟学妹们采用了新的表演方式,以“烂漫校园风”的小品把舞蹈都串成一支有连贯性的大表演。我们校友的参与得到了好评,但却是我们最后一次在华中礼堂的舞台上表演了。
13)觉得自己太久没有动脑筋了,所以想出了自我挑战的方式。从图书馆借来很多参考书--我开始自己学日语了!
14)本来应该是和朋友们一起到香港血拼的,但不料在上飞机前的那一刻,我的体温竟然标高。平时一向冷冷(体温通常只有35-36左右)又健康(一年生病不超过3,4次)的我,真的真的发烧了。就没辙啦,必须乖乖地在家休养,无法和朋友们一起出国。
15)想在开学之前再次过过懒人生活,就把旅行社的工作辞掉了。我就只剩下小二华文补习来维持我奢侈的生活态度了。
16)因为第一次去不成,所以又拉着爸妈一起到香港去。与台湾相比,香港真是太令人失望了。虽然血拼了不少,但却毫无旅游的惊喜。
17)做小本生意听起来还蛮好玩的,但亲身体验后,我对生意人有了新的敬佩。我的手工饰品本来只是要给自己和朋友,顺便打发时间才做的。后来朋友说有商机,所以才“合股”开始做买卖。但是这次的经验告诉我,我绝对不是个好商人!
18)参与了戏剧盒艺树人的公演,《城S》。工作虽然简单,但却唤起我对舞台的热诚。好想再次回到戏剧的幕后,或舞蹈的台前。
19)终于想通了,把我长到腰的卷发剪短了。虽然还是有一定的长度与卷度,但却让我轻松了很多。
20)第一次到大学府听讲,也不是什么重要的课。而是工作人员替我们介绍大学的操作方式与念书环境。真的和高中差很多,也自有很多。不过我老是觉得冒失的我一定会忘了些什么。保姆般的照顾还是有点令人怀念。
21)19岁的生日似乎没什么特别。过了18,但又还没到可怕的20。多谢朋友们热心的庆祝和温馨的礼物。生日时有你们陪在身边,变得更值得庆祝!<3<3
22)又到大学府去,这次是去参加个简单的研讨会。说是让我们有机会提出对FASS的任何疑问,也鼓励我们提出改进的建议。但最后只有5位学生来参加。工作人员却有6位,让大家都觉得有些小尴尬。不过,人少也未尝不是件好事?工作人员和导师们因此能够更深入了解我们的需求,针对我们想念的课,提出量身定做的解答。

下个星期二就正式上课了。真的有些迫不及待,又害怕受伤害的感觉。呵呵,这好像有点太严重了:P